It's amazing how much pleasure a beautiful cock can give us. How much it turns us on, craving the feeling of cum filling our mouths and our pussy's. Cock is wonderful, I worship cock. I feel so complete when a lover explodes balls deep inside my pussy. Heaven.
That's exactly how it started for some of us and it goes along with the hypnotic voice work performed by women. That's part of the kink. Essentially women telling you that you're gay. Thie focus is on the blowjob itself and the cock for the most part not women which brings us back to "that's exactly how it started" and Personally, I'm very picky with what appeals to me in gay porn.